I´m afraid of letting you in. Afraid of being used again. Because I don´t know what you want from me? Hearing what other people say about you, it makes me think. And yes, I think too much.. But I´m sooo afraid of being used and broken again. So if that is what you are going for, please stop it now.. I think I´m trying hard to be all over you all the time, maybe because I need you to touch me. And those times I don´t say a thing I think of everything we do and everything we have done. I really like spending my time with you. You´re a party boy, I now that I don´t have anything to say, but I hope you´re not going to hook up with some other girls too. I may freak you out, and I´m sorry.. It´s just how I´ve become.. But I´m getting better because of you, like today. When I saw him, I just raised my head and didn´t even care.
So thank you.
The first time I saw you, I got a good feeling
Liked when you said my name out loud
And you just made me smile
I didn´t know that it was so easy to get to know a person
I can tell you everything and you can tell me everything
Feel like I have known you for years
Sometimes it scares me.. Can I really trust you?
Do you do this to other girls to0?
I know you don´t want a relationship now, and I don´t want it either.
But I don´t know if you are going to be with other girls too
not that I can choose that, but I wanna know
These days have been great, you make me feel so much better, and I´m starting to forget a lot of my past.
You make me feel safe, you make me smile and make it a better day
Feel like you understand me
You don´t push me and you don´t get mad
And I like that
You care 
When you asked me to come home to you
When I tought you cared
You didn´t
You just wanted my body..
Everytime I said no, you just pushed me to do it
Like I was a toy to you, without feelings and without a heart
You didn´t care how much it hurt.
You just didn´t stop
When you were done you just laid you back to me and fell asleep
Told your bestfriend everything, and he said it to me and made jokes out of it
It really did hurt
So when someone push me, I freak out
In the head and in my thoughts
It gets back to the time with you, the worst time of my life
I need time, time to forget what you did to me
time to let myself get back, the way I used to be
So just go out and fuck everyone you want, but I hope deep down that you will get so hurt that you maybe somehow will understand what you did to me..
The first time I ever saw your face, you did something to me
Something that won´t let go
I can´t explain what, but I can´t live like this
You make me feel so empty and alone without you
So help me, because I really don´t know what to do
You keep hunting my dreams and keeps me awake
I wish that you can hold on your sayings
I need you to say it, to mean it
I want you to hold me and never let go..
Take me away to a place we can work this out together
No one who would care about us
Take me away to a place where you will love me forever
Why don´t you see it?
See how much more you can get from somebody else than her??!
I´m so sick of you telling how mad, sad and angry you are
I hate it when you feel it that way,
and I´m trying my best to help you
But like you said, I´m not good enough to help you..
Then really, why do you call me?!
You are confusing my head and making my heart cry
You take the breath out of me
You don´t know how much I want you to kiss me again..
Please don´t say you regret it
You know I don´t
Let me all the way in,
and don´t think about leaving anything behind
I swear that I will do my best to make you happy and not sad
Just let me get a chance
Because you know I will be good for you
All you need to do is help me and let me in
You know that all i Want is you
I didn´t even look at people
because I wanted you
But that night you crosses a line and made me cry! You cried..
I couldn´t talk to you more that night
don´t ever say that you are sorry that we met, that I had to meet you
It´s bullshit, so don´t ever say it!
I care to fucking much, so don´t make me suffer because you don´t want to talk to me
It doesn´t work that way, and you know that
Because deep down, you want me the same way..
You are the one that made me open my heart
so why are you leaving me alone?
You said so much to me that night
You fucked with my head and torn my heart
Maybe you really should leave me alone?
But I Can´t live without you
I know you want me too, you are just scared, and so am I
But you need me the way I need you
You need me to be there for you when you are down
You once said open your heart to me
And I tried my best and I have done everything to open it for you.
But now that I have you leave me..
I opened it just for you
but I wasn´t good enough
I miss that night.. 
The way you make me feel
All the things you say to me, why?
All the things you do for me, why?
The way you look at me, why?
The way you stare with our most beautiful blue eyes into mine
The way you want to touch me
The way you make my head question
The way you play with my feelings
The way you talk to me
The way I hear your voice
The way I need you
The way I care to much
The way I want you
The way I want to be yours
The way you touch my hair
The way you touch my body
The way you kissed me
The way I felt your heart beat
The way you held my hand
The way you said everything was going to be alright
The way I stare at you
The way I want you to need me
The way I trust you
The way you make me feel safe
The way I hope you trust me
The way I get a little bit scared
The way you know what I want
The way I want you to know
The way I love you
The way I want you to love me
The way you and I
Im searching for the words in my head
The words that will describe what I feel about you
I feel so nervous, trying to be what you want
I wanna say it all, be with you every single day and night
Sometimes I want all of you,
but sometimes you scare me
Please don´t say that you can have me, like I can take you whenever I want
I want to feel special with you, and yeah I do
But don´t even try saying things as: “You´re just a been there, done that”
NEVER EVER say that agian!
I don´t want to be just one of many, I wanna be the one..
Don´t make me one of them..
Keep thinking of you everyday.. I want you.. Everything you have said, it´s just keep spinning around in my head.. So much I want to say to you, but I´m scared of what you will say. Deep down I know that you know what I feel. Afraid that you will say that we shouldn´t talk together anymore. I don´t want to lose you, but I don´t know how much longer I can stand this. I feel so alone and so empty inside. Trying not to care, but you know I do. Can´t you just hold me and never let go? Need your arms around me again. I care for you, and you know it. Why is it so complicated? I need you now.
We are just friends, and I want you more than that..